I drove as far west as the coast would take me.
Then I stripped for his bestfriend.

I've lived 18yrs & 42days but it wasn't until a few nights ago that I believed that there was a chance there could be a God. You fucking epically failed. And you were so so so lucky for Mother Nature. She saved our relationship.
Of course, only so you could epically fucking fail again.
Your words & the ink on your side are perfect bullshit.

That lil bit of open honest, sweet regard would've been enough to put me in the hospital. At least it was healing.

"Here's your stuff back butter. And my only subsitute for 25kisses."

After you read my book & told me it was oka because you knew it is my past I relized how dumb you are. And how wrong. And that our relationship is only going to be




Knowing when it will end will depress most, for the rest, it'll inspire.

This week was great & I'm going to miss her.
Don't hold expectations when you eat funny tasting paper, just dance. And don't freak out when the cops show up, just wear your seat belt.

As long as I'm here I'm always gonna have to pass those moments. I hate memories, unless I can masturbate to 'em.

There's a saying. . . . . "Don't leave the one you love for the one you like cause they'll leave you for the one they love."
I've realized I'm so irresistible not cause I I'm fun, pretty, and have sex appeal but because I'm unattainable. And the only one I'd give my whole self to is the one who won't have me, fully. It's healthy to cry.

Don't take for granted, just talk a walk.

If everything looked 3x larger than it is, you'd be much more vulnerable than you are now. It could be worse.

No one will ever be in the same spot they were. We are all in constant motion (even if you're not going anywhere). I wanna go back to my birthplace. Approximately 3,502,538,408.21 km/m back toward Lacerta.

Day is a vestigial mode of time measurement.
Based on solar cycles. Not applicable.
It could be worse.


Just say Happy Birthday.

I was shopping for groceries when the lights went out,
and I jizzed in my pants.

This is an unusual post. Cause you'll understand what I'm talkin' bout. The only person I could tell is the girl who's slept w him. And I can't do that. You don't need history, cause I'll never forget it.

"You know what it means when a girl finishes a mans drink for him. . . .it means he gets to do whatever he wants with her."
He used to make me faint of heart.
"It wouldn't be the first time I thought of you though. . .I always looked at you as kinda. .unattainable."
I grew up. But really I just lost contact, on purpose. I've always wanted to give in to his tantnlizing charm. Let him seduce me. Do whatever he wants with me. I know it would feel intoxicating, and I know I would feel lesser as a person.

MMMMMM what to do. . . . .

Get as close to the sun as you can.
Then step outside.





Sweet dreams.

Torio (suffers from mild, drug-induced delirium)
May experience multiple system faliures.
Too bad they don't prescribe the good meds.

Welcome back heart-breaker.

BankKlankEquip. is oka :)
After the shredding.
And an identity crisis.




ERROR

"Once upon a time there was a young girl. She felt nothing short of a free fish as she ignored the pleas of a tank wishing her not to leave. Wishing her to come back. As she turned a corner, lit up under a light-post like a sweet achievement was $300 cash for the finder. She took it as a token for doing something good for herself. What a lucky fish."

Same situation. Almost. A reward for letting go. Or getting over it.
Would you believe this same lucky fish walked right into eight little potions of ecstasy in a bottle in the FishHouse parking lot just last night.

Dancin' Lights Sex Drugs & Fights.

"It looks like heaven."
"This is heaven."
The beach is my Arcadia.


I hope she's beautiful.
I hope she's a God-damned godess.
Cause she won't be here for you forever, like I will.